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Friday, January 6th, 2006
9:58 pm
first entry this year...
hello everybody. my entries suck ass, that's the feeling i have at times. cos only few comment, he he!
and to make things worse, I dont even have aim here (this laptop) and I WOULD gladly install it, but the big boss wouldn't like that at all! so i am handcuffed. i can only use msn...
the consultant arrived a couple days ago..do you think i know when I am going back? well NO! he told me they're "working on it". I like CA, but like i said, I need to get in touch with people, feel I am alive. Watching the Halloween Marathon on AMC isn't healthy. It's suicidal...I am glad I have a few friends who keep in constant touch over the phone and on msn as well...but hey, if you're on my list it's because you're important to me, and I try to comment as much as possible....I dont want to act like a MR random..never ever!!
I had a good time at my cousin's..shame she lives so far away (zip code 93065)..it's like a 4 hour drive from where I live...and it's a bit exhausting, I wont lie to you. But it's better than nothing! Right now I am sooo broke! yesterday I bought myself a home theater (best buy). i like it a lot. but i wont be able to use it til i go back to costa rica..whenever that might be! at this point, I feel like I should apply for citizenship, he he!! You know, that's the thing that sucks at this company. You're always the last to know the stuff...and they're still looking for someone they can send over to CA so that this person can work hand in hand with me... but they need someone who's fully bilingual...not that I am, but I feel I can understand most of what people tell me to do and stuff you know???
Oh boy, I hope this year will be better than the last one. Lots of twists and turns..and honestly, I am fed up with that crap. But of course, it's not up to me..to see how things turn out to be...or can i actually change the course of things?? i try to live day by day...and stop worrying so much. anyways I have to go back home to see what is my job really like, and if I can stand it...I think i can..but again, the freaking wage...I got a raise by the way..i make now 474 dollars a month..which is good! (sarcastic grin)
tomorrow I am driving up north, for a change..I am sooo excited. more details later!!
catch y'all

Current Mood: content
Sunday, January 1st, 2006
11:09 am
another year...
actually, we are not in 2006. somebody came up with that idea..but who really says this is year 2006??? this just gives us a sense of direction (chronologically speaking). anyways, this last year was very strange..as usual! i quit my job, found a new one..now I am stuck in california...i dont know if i'll stay working for these guys for a long time...i need to sit down and think about it calmly. There's no real point in rushing things...cos then i might regret it.
one thing is true. i will wait til i go back home and i get my allowance money...cos it's gonna help me with my vacation plans...i know i dont sound very responsible spending my earned money going here or there...but after all, those nice experiences stay with you. nobody can take them away. You can buy a car, a stereo, you name it...you die and you cant take it with you...but the nice memories...i believe you can!!
i still need to figure out what to do with my life...work, love, where to live...I dont think I should worry about where to live yet...i think, too, that i dont have to worry about things that haven't happened YET!!! i should live the present, cos that's what our future is based on....
i also hope to become a better LJ friend. I have been trying harder to update and comment! i think all of you, in one way or another, are important to me...i have had the opportunity to become closer friend of some...and I really appreciate that, even if you live far away. distance shouldnt be an issue anways!
i will go to the movies now...i might be back later..tomorrow, back to central california...EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEW!!!
and happy new year to y'all !!! hopefully this year will be waaay better for all of us

Current Mood: pensive
Tuesday, December 27th, 2005
7:06 pm
alert alert!!
there's a drop dead beautiful blondie with dimples...!!!
OH MY!!!
sorry for this comment, that's my evil shallow side

Current Mood: amused
6:37 pm
l.a, christmas...starbucks...
well, as promised i am here to updated you on the latest events in my life...
my nephew arrived on the 17th of december. i had told my brother to previously book the flight, but i warned him there could be a chance of me not being there. after i had that conversation with my boss (the BIG boss I mean) I knew I was gonna stay here. So I was sad cos I knew I wouldn't go home, but at the same time I was happy I would get to see my nephew. He doesn't live in Costa Rica, so I don't get to see him very often.
We went to Fresno on the 18th..he purchased some stuff he wanted to, so i told him to indulge himself (something my brother found a very bad idea!!) but hey,the kid wanted some stuff...so I think he was entitled to do some Christmas shopping...
the next day, Yosemite...i had no idea how to get there. My nephew wanted to touch the snow, feel it. I told him it looks better on postcards. but he insisted. So we got there and..it was snowing!! the kid was thrilled, and I was glad about that. Of course, my ass was frozen, my finger were numb, my feet were wet (nothing an extra pair of socks couldnt solve)..and he took a lot of photos as well...
next day...i had to go to work. I had already warned my brother about this. but he decided to send my nephew anyways. It wasnt that bad really; he had some homework to do. so he was albe to keep himself busy. on wednesday i took him to the office, for a couple hours..
and then, on thursday..the long journey to L.A. 275 miles from central california. I am not used to such long distances (my country is the size of west virginia) so after that long trip my body was shaped like a car seat. It was nice to see my cousin again (I'd been there for Thanxgiving) and my nephew felt at home too. We went to Universal studios,Hollywood...we were going to disneyland, but it was full, the mf's sent us back home...but it was very nice! I mean, the most important thing was for my nephew to have some fun.
last night we arrived at 9 pm. I was dead tired, but refused to go bed early. I woke up today at 4 am.Luckily everything was ready, so we didnt have to waste too much time in that. We arrived in San Jose just in time...and the plane left at 8.45 am.
I just waited to see the plane on the runway..then I headed back home. My nephew had watery eyes...he's so nice. In many ways I consider him my son...but then, I would've been a father at age 16!!! Now I am back where I live...and I didn't go to work today. I felt like a zombie...and even worse when the only thing on TV was a James Bond movie....So, I decided to go out, and I am inside a Barnes and Noble/Starbucks..and i am sitting right next to some "warm weather travel books". out of the 11 books,4 are "costa rica" books..waaay to go! Well, it's nice to know it's such a popular destination! I must check em out, to discover how faithful the information is...cos you never know!! I wish we had Starbucks at home...however, I think many people would be reluctant to pay 3.65 for a Venti Vanilla Latte. I am sure some colleagues at work would too...
Tomorrow, back to work. and on thursday, back to L.A. I am callin in sick on friday, dammit! they made me stay here in CA..now it's time for payback...i wonder what the car rental guy will say when i return the car next week..SOOOOOOOOO many miles accumulated...
i wish i knew when I am going back home. right now it's just a question mark...my guess is, around the 12th or so...so many strange things have happened to me since I have been here. One of the consultants is coming over next week...I should ask him WHEN!! WHEN! dammit...
but now, it's time so sit, relax, enjoy the ride.
hopefully there's no more james bond on tv...

Current Mood: cold
Saturday, December 24th, 2005
11:53 pm
happy holidays!
hello guys!!
well, i don't feel like delivering a speech about Christmas, etc etc...I DO want to wish you all a kick ass holiday season!! I hope you'll be able to reach your goals this year!!
Actually, i wanted to ask you what you think about Ashlee Simpson?? i've never heard any of her songs..but there's something about her I like..but i want your opinions...please?
enjoy the holidays!!

Current Mood: curious
Tuesday, December 20th, 2005
3:18 pm
is santa really coming..to town??
after a brief hiatus, i decided to come back and tell you what has happened lately...
actually, I wish I knew.
the big boss was here last week. turns out that the girl who was gonna work with me quit before she even started...and now they have to look for this girl's replacement. I still dont know wtf is gonna be my supervisor.
Of course, the boss already knew I was staying here in CA for Christmas, so that issue was not even discussed. The way it seems it's gonna be like is like this: i stay here in CA til some day in January, I will be sent back home, and then somebody will be sent over there (CA) and of course I will be returning here as well..for another month or so. But still I don't know when I am going back home....sounds like it will be for a week or two. after all, I don't know what they'd ask me to do down there, cos there's nothing really I would be able to do anyways. Just the old "secretary chores" I used to engage in when I had been just hired...I dont want to go thru that again...
My nephew is here, visting. I am gonna take him with me to L.A. I have a cousin who lives there and she invited us over so that we wouldn't spend the Holidays looking at each other's faces! We'll leave on the 22nd at 5 am -that's the plan- so that we can be over there by noon! Hopefully it will take less time. We need to go back to central california on the 26th, and next day I will be dropping my nephew off at the aiport in SJ...
so far I think he's had a blast. He wanted to see snow, and well..we drove all the way to Yosemite for him to feel it, and throw some snowballs at his uncle. I am sure he'll have more fun in L.A. as well...Disneyland and all that jazz kids dig...I dont mind going there either, but the thing is..I am broke!
That's another thing I have been thinking of lately...I am kinda worried about my wage. If I didn't live with my aunt and uncle I would be in seeerious trouble surviving. I think I'd spend 75% of my wage just paying for rent...and then try to figure out how to survive with the remaining 25%...I don't really know what to do about that. And I can't believe I turned down a good job offer just because that guy (the one who ran away) said working for these guys would be THE BOMB!!!! and now he's gone....
I just feel like I wanna give it a try once I get back home, this is just a training anyways. once i am back home, I will get to see what the real thing is like....but I would stay working for this company for at least a year...I will have vacation in August...then I can decide what to do.
I don't really know why I am having these mood swings. Right now I am happy, then I am angry, then I am sad...and so on! I feel confused at times.I don't know how I am feeling...It's a whole mess...
I need that freaking money NOW! the one I have been saving from my per diem! cos i need to get some stuff I need back home. I have been trying to save as much as I can here..but still, I won't get to see the money until I am back home...which suuucks! but what can I do??? just wait..it's just that patience is not one of my virtues...
and let's not forget that damn car rental issue. I went to San Jose last friday, and I couldn't pay any outstanding balances cos the car has not been listed as returned yet! so i can't pay a shit because of that. I don't know why do I have to handle this issue anyways. Isn't that something the upper management would be able to settle waaay better and faster?? just wondering. I tried to get a hold of the lady in charge yesterday, but she was not there..anything else??
I would like to thank all of you who care about me, and read my entries. I don't expect you to reply, but if you do I'd be delighted to read your comments. I know I don't post much either, but that doesnt mean I don't care. I am more into chatting or emailing. you know that. But I feel grateful cos I have been able to know some nice people here, and I hope this people will stick around for a looong time as well...
I gotta go now, cos I need to go to work....have a good one!!

Current Mood: nostalgic
Wednesday, December 14th, 2005
3:41 pm
here comes the big boss!!
yep. the big boss is here!! he'll stay til friday. if you dont hear much from me these days it's because he's gonna drag me around and stuff..ok? but i will come back. i will try not to let too much time pass by, so that you know what is going on over here. So far I think he is satisfied with the stuff I've done and learnt here. it's not that i've been scratching my balls the entire time, he he...
oh MY! for those who see me online often, I will not be online til I hear from the manager of the apartment complex i am living in at the moment. I have spent so much time online this past week cos I thought that the phone bill was part of the rent...but I am afraid it might NOT be the case..so, in order to avoid getting in deeper trouble, i wont log on from the apartment til i finally know what's the way they bill that kinda thing...
but i have a palm, with wireless internet. all i need is to configure it..sounds easy, huh??
oh, and guess what? my boss didn't return the car to the car rental place.he left it in the short term parking lot, it was towed away, the rental company was notified..and now i have to play the knight in shining armor and close the contract myself...2 hour travel to San Jose (not the one I was born in, this one is in california).
i am gonna sell the rights to the story to paramount or new line cinema. and become a movie star??
anybody interested in a cameo???

Current Mood: busy
Friday, December 9th, 2005
11:20 pm
a bizarre twist
well, during my lunch break i went over to the apartment complex's leasing office..to return the apartment key (i am talking about my ex boss's). but i knew he had left some belongings there. so i had to return to that place to pick up whatever he had left behind...
i walked inside that apartment. everything was upside down! food leftovers, receipts, plastic bags, you name it...i felt like a bad vibe in there, no kidding! i was surprised when i noticed that he left all his old clothes there, in the apartment...even his shoes !! it seemed like if he wanted to forget his past or something!!!
then i walked in the bathroom... i found his wristwatch, which was still functioning properly..but what really shocked me was to find..his wedding ring! would someone forget such a thing? i dont think so...i mean, i dont know at what time he left, or anything like that. but why would he do such a thing? the big boss called, and he told me that he'd arrive on tuesday..and also that my ex boss had been spotted in Miami. Miami? what the hell...?
oh well, like i told you before, i dont wanna know what happens to him! we should follow separate paths..i hold no grudge, but i dont wanna know a thing...
i just returned from the movies, i made the terrible mistake of watching Aeon Flux...that wasn't my pick, but i wanted to go to the movies so bad. Charlize Theron is HOT...but hey, the movie sucks..big time!!!
at least it's friday now. i can wake up late..which is cool!!
see ya!

Current Mood: good
6:29 am
final decision
...well, i spoke with the BIG BOSS yesterday...and he's coming over on tuesday. my guess? he'll be staying for a week or so.
he asked me if i could stay here for christmas! i said there would be no problem. the truth is, it's much more complicated to go all the way back to C.R, then return, etc. So, I guess you can call it "willingness to work" or "commitment"?? I called my brother,and i told him to send my nephew for Christmas. I have this one cousin in the LA area...and well, she doesnt mind having some extra companion for the holidays! my nephew is coming over on the 17th...and i have off after the 22nd...so i am heading south...
it's not that i wouldnt be able to go back home at all..but until january...for a week or so..and then back to california...
but that's fine. At least i dont get to spend Christmas all alone!!! which is good!!
i will keep you updated

Current Mood: contemplative
Thursday, December 8th, 2005
6:02 pm
is this only happening to me...
...but i have been receiving old comments like 10 days after they were posted!! insane...
is it just me??
now that i have the laptop, i wake up early, cos i am always chatting on msn. sadly that's the only chat program i can use on the laptop...but it's fun...at least i will be able to indulge myself until monday, when the big boss sets foot on american soil ...
i was chatting with a friend of mine earlier today...it turns out that he's having marital problems...and he wants to get away from it all...
that makes me wonder...Life...it can be strange sometimes...you plan lots of things, but something happens..and your plans go down the drain. hey. it's not always a bad thing...we should always expect the unexpected. it's good to plan ahead of time...but whether we'll be able to fulfill our dreams..that's another story.
of course, planning gives us some sense of direction..but who really knows what's around the corner...??? huh???
at times, it's best not to take life so seriously, and enjoy the moment...
after all this mess i have been into (not caused by me though) I think that's a good approach..
today, i am here. will i be here tomorrow?

Current Mood: creative
Monday, December 5th, 2005
8:14 pm
an update
well,after a very confusing friday..i have the computer at home, so i can use it whenever i want to now! i dont have to ask for permission or anything...
i would like to thank you all for your comments, it is really nice to know that there's people who care, thanks to you all !!! i bet you wanna know what's been happening after that hectic weekend?? well, word came from the office back home. the BIG BOSS is coming over on monday, and he's gonna bring the replacement for my ex boss right away!! it's gonna be a girl who's been working for the company for less than two months. it seems like she arrived after i left for california! so, i will get to know who she is. apparently i will be going back home for Christmas (not confirmed though) and i would have to return to california on the 6th of january, apparently for another month. that's still not confirmed either. i am sure that i will have all that information next week! i dont mind going back home...cos i have bought a shitload of things ..i mean, things my relatives have told me to buy them (with their money, cos i dont have much!!!)...and i would be back for some more training in January..which is fine with me..i mean, i will survive..
and what about my ex boss? the truth is i dont even wanna bother or waste time writing about him, you know? but well...my boss boss back home tried to track him down, his wife says he's not there!! so, i guess he might have taken some job offer he had in the US..but he flew straight there from here..i dont know and to be honest i dont care less..i guess i have to be less naive, cos you see what happens! unbelievable huh? unbelievable!!! another option might be that his wife is lying, so that they wont track him down anymore...but again, that's not a very professional way to leave the company..if he didnt like it...well, there were other ways to say "i am fed up" but again, i dont plan to waste more time trying to figure out why he did what he did..or why? to hell with that...
anything else has been okay here...i am looking forward to go back home, at least for a few days! better than nothing. i need to get some new eyeglasses, see my friends...and well, i would be ready to come back in january...
i think that this could be my opportunity to show i am a trustworthy person, and that i am willing to go the extra mile for the company. i was feeling quite upset on friday, but i guess i feel much better now. this is my opportunity i guess. and now i am the sole possessor of the laptop ha ha. so i will have more time to post!!
i should get back to reading my friends' entries...but i wanted you to know how's things here in CA!!
see ya..and thanks for your messages !!

Current Mood: content
Friday, December 2nd, 2005
7:26 pm
update...
it was like a bomb!!! yesterday when i came down for lunch..i noticed my boss's laptop was missing...and i was left in some type of limbo for like 4, 5 hours..nobody knew where he was..until he called at 4.30 pm. He was going to pick me up at 5 pm...
he shows up at 5.30 pm. not a word spoken...
well, i finally asked "what's going on???" he said that he was fed up, that the company didnt fulfill his expectations, therefore he was leaving...(he has some other job offer)...and supposedly we were gonna eat out...i went over to my apartment...and when i returned, i knocked on his door and he told me he was gonna go sleep...all of sudden!! he just opened the door to give me his corporate card and the apartment keys...he kept the laptop until today...i went over to his apartment at 6.30 (he told me he had to leave at 2 am) but the lights were still on...but he was gone, the car, the suitcases...but he left some clothes and even his wristwatch on the toilet !! strange...and supposedly he had told our boss that he was quitting...well, that didnt happen!
since the car we were renting was in his name, i managed to find another colleague that would pick me up...and once i arrived, THE BOSS BOSS from costa rica called..he had no idea of what was going on!!! oh my..so i had to tell him the news....and he was in shock, just like i still was...he told me not to worry though, that he would offer me his support, and that he would be here around the 12th or so..that in the meantime i would have some additional functions while they try to find a replacement...and he told me to go rent a car..after all i have a corporate card...
i tried to use the laptop earlier today..but you need a password...that password was in some word document on the desktop..well, guess what? my ex boss deleted it on purpose..changing it to "alexisalazyass" (alex would be me, btw)...so i cant log on...
what would you think of someone like that?? any comments? i decided to work for this company, ditching some other options i had, because i thought i knew him, and because he was gonna be my boss..and now he jumps off the ship???
anyways, i will just stick to what i am expected to do. i think i have a good chance of playing the knight in shining armor now..and i wont let it slip thru my hands...
but isnt this all too strange? it'd make a good movie...
the bottomline is...looks can be deceiving, huh?? and well, at least i will stay here til christmas but would go back to CA in january....
see ya all

Current Mood: angry
12:52 am
breaking news...
my boss just call it quits!!! or so it seems!!
what is gonna happen NOW???
could anybody spell it out for me????

Current Mood: confused
Thursday, December 1st, 2005
8:22 pm
money...
....do you know that pink floyd tune? cos it'd be very handy as we speak..
nah, well, i got paid...the usual 430 dollars (i guess that might sound like not too much for you guys, but where i live, i guess, it's okay for a single guy to earn that amount of money). however, i cant spend a single cent anymore...i already did my shopping thing and all that jazz, so i cant definitely spend my money buying silly things i will never get to use, you know what i am saying?? and it's quite tempting here, but i need to keep things under control...
i still dont know if i am gonna spend christmas here or not. i would like to , because i dont wanna go back home, return,cos it's a long flight...and now that i am here, i'd rather stay here !!! doesnt that make more sense?? after all, i have a cousin who lives here in CA..not exactly round the corner though, but still...it's in California..there's a train that goes all the way from where i live to where she lives...
but i really need to save some money..so this will be a loooooooooooooong month....
things are work are okay i guess...my boss left today at 9 am without saying a word..i wonder what's going on ??? i am always the last to know, i wonder why...well, he better be back before 5 ..or i will have to sleep here for sure....but i am really puzzled regarding what is happening???
i have met some people here lately, and like i said, if you are patient enough with me I hope we'll become good friends....!! and to those who have been with me all along the way, i really appreciate you being there for me...i guess things will get better...but like i said, this is gonna be a LOOOOONG month..and actually, it's gonna be like that til january or february...
but still, the california experience has been interesting so far. i wouldn't have been able to afford this myself...so i better enjoy it..cos i might never be back...
i wish i could catch up on everybody's journals..i know i still suck at it!! but chatting is fine with me...and even letters!!!!
take good care....

Current Mood: cold
1:16 am
i wish..
i could have more internet access...i just have it a work, as long as i am here in CA..but by no means I want to neglect anybody. you're all important to me...i just dont want anybody to think i dont give a f--k. all i ask is for some patience..things will go back to normal,promise!!! i dont wanna lose anybody here!!
i will update soon!

Current Mood: anxious
Saturday, November 26th, 2005
7:09 am
california dreaming....
well, once someone i knew told me to expect the unexpected..and that's pretty much what happened for this thanksgiving...
i was hopeless,my relatives didnt catch the plane to CA, and i thought i was doomed
not because of the holiday, but rather because 4 loooooooooong days were coming straight ahead...and i wasn't looking forward to that!!
it seemed like i was gonna spend those 96 hours staring grimly at the horizon...
but then, something happened. fate took a twist
i've had this cousin living in southern CA for 23 years. i had lost touch with her, and two days before leaving for here, i got her phone number. i called her up, exchanged emails, you name it...
on wednesday, after suffering the agony of defeat, i get this phone call, it so had to be her!!!
the next day -thursday- she picked me up...4 hours by car...
and now i am here, in southern CA...where it never rains....and, as shallow as it sounds...girls are....they are....you guess !!
but i've been treated very very nicely by my cousin and her family. i feel at home..why cant i work closer to them?? damn! i might return for christmas, especially if my boss's wife comes over...they have the right to spend time on their own....
anyways, i am enjoying my time here, spending the few cents i got...i got myself a palm. i might take advantage of wi fi once i get back to my apartment..so that weekends wont be boring anymore.
to those of you, chatting addicts, who haven't added me to your contact list..what are you waiting for? i wanna talk with all of you, there's always something to share...
and i realized a long time ago, but it's not until now that i decided to say something about it...there's a lot of people listed on my "friends" list...but if you neither keep in touch by email, nor chat with me, nor comment my entries..why the heck do you have me as a "friend"... i know i dont post many comments! but i do keep in touch with those who are interested in different ways..so, to those of you who cant even remember my name, you better erase me ...it makes more sense to me than to have me just to add another add to a long list of random people...
over and out!

Current Mood: ecstatic
Friday, November 25th, 2005
6:06 pm
twist of fate...
i am in southern california now...
does that make any sense at all...??
more later !!

Current Mood: cheerful
Wednesday, November 23rd, 2005
4:33 pm
no show!!
they didn't arrive ! they missed the flight! they ain't coming...
no further comments...

Current Mood: frustrated
Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005
8:31 pm
good vibrations???
well, it's been a month already, since I arrived here..time really flies. As far as the training goes, I think I've already learned more than 60% of the stuff I was supposed to. But still, I need to learn and become acquainted with the stuff more and more. Chances are I will stay here in CA til January the 6th. I have been saving a lot of money because I have some big plans for next year. I wanna go back to Europe, and saving this money (or as much as I can) would help my ailing financial status...
i wish i could go out more and meet some nice people around here. it totally sucks that i have no car, and i have no internet. that's something i miss about home. but by no means I am stating I am homesick. It's nice here...but at times it gets boring, that's all...
surprise, surprise! my sister-in-law and my nephew and niece are arriving today. They dont live in C.R but in a neighbor country, called El Salvador. They are gonna stay at my place, I will go pick em up with my boss tonite..and they're staying til Sunday. I guess we'll have to rent a car (they, i am broke!!) and well..explore...there's plenty of time...and fuel, i guess!!! and I will have to sleep in the couch for the next 5 nights..not that i am complaining, i am just saying that's what i will have to do
I still dont know when i am going back home. Apparently on january the 6th. so that means i still have some time to get to know some people around here...but i honestly dont know how to...
and for my friends in the US, I want to wish them a Happy Thanksgiving (in advance)...and even to those who don't celebrate it at all (like in my country, for instance)...
I am also quite happy that I have been able to find some nice friends here too...but we'll get into that later....
I need to go back to work....

Current Mood: amused
Tuesday, November 15th, 2005
11:23 am
i really need...
to be able to sit down and update you on what's going on here in CA...
but i dont have internet, only at work!! and that suuuuuuuucks! and i dont have enough money to call you up. otherwise i would've already called you.
I have mixed feelings about this whole thing. Oh, and i has nothing to do with work itself, hey. i have been learning the accounts payable stuff well...but i miss contact with people. I mean, people I can have long conversations with, hang out, you name it...
but we'll get into that later. i am on a time crunch..damn!!!

Current Mood: awake
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